Sheesh Toby @T_dub you have been to hell and back several times now. Your saga seems to get worse and worse. I suppose writing it all out and sharing it with people like you have done is quite therapeutic though.
I hope things go well moving forward @T_dub and your upcoming surgery goes well.
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Damn, Toby, that has been one rough ride. Glad to hear that youāre much better now.
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I have heard that one, a little different, but same idea. āGod sends his toughest soldiers to fight his toughest battlesā or something like that. all the same idea. I am not all that religious either, but I am not all that not religious, its more spiritual then religious for me, I donāt follow any organized religion, but I donāt believe it is just organized chaos either.
Thanks for the kind words.
That it is, thanks for bearing with it, and thanks for the kind wishes.
Seems like I been going thru it my whole life, maybe I am being groomed for something in the future, or afterlife (not to say I am certain about afterlife, just sounds like a good thing to say or think).
Thanks Jerome.
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Toby @T_dub will you be able to join us for our live hang this Sunday? It would be most awesome if you could.
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I work with people who think theyāre dying if they miss their mid-morning snack.
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Canāt be easy sharing this, but hopefully it also helps a little. Take care of yourself, youāve been through a hell of a lot.
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I would love to, and will do my best. Only thing I might have going on is Sleep, and if I am sleeping good, I am staying down, I canāt afford to lose sleep when I am getting it, because this is not the first time I have had sleep deprivation issues, just the only time it has ever been serious to my health and to the health of those around me.
A reminder on Sat evening will help too 
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@t_dub, Iāll send you a PM on Saturday late afternoon
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There is a song from a local punk band out of Huntington Beach that I love, called BoneCrusher. Song title is āHell, Iāve already been thereā
I bet you wish that I were dead
Lying in the gutter with a price on my head
Donāt tell me you love me when you really donāt care
Spreading your lies nearly everywhere
When you see me coming donāt act surprised
Cuz Iām not gonna crawl away and die
Donāt tell me you love me when you really donāt care
Donāt tell me I am going to hell, Ive already been there.
I can relate pretty good with this song.
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Perfect, thanks
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Headed to the hospital right now, will be in surgery in about 3 hours from now.
New Knee #1 of 2 today.
This is gonna be great.
See ya all in a few days
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Excited for you @T_dub!
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Fān A, titanium all the way, Baby!
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Best wishes for a speedy recovery!!
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Good luck @T_dub . Hope all goes well for you 
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Speedy recovery Toby!
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Best of luck for a speedy recovery.
Our thoughts are with you
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Soon to be a cyborg! Thatās pretty cool.
Glad to hear itās finally happening for you!
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Good luck Toby, I hope it all goes to plan!
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